WHAT NEXT???

When i was in ma first grade my dad was fillin ma bio data form ,he called me n asked wat i wanted to become when i grow up? like now n always i was clueless abt it n simply said dunno...my dad tot for a while n wrote "a good citizen" i jus tot to myself n was anxious cos i had to answer him d next year...days n months rolled by n came d next year where i used to adore my class teacher so when this question cropped up i replied- teacher...then d followin year i fell sick quiet often n i used to have regular check ups at d hospital n became familiar wid medicines, injections etc n i din have second tots of becomin a doctor....that aim stayed awhile in my mind cos i was constantly exposed to hospitals....somewhere in ma sixth grade i watched a movie where d protagonist was a lawyer n he was so charismatic n eloquent n i made up ma mind to becom a lawyer then 3 yrs later i came across shiv kheras book-freedom is not free...it highlighted the corrupt bureaucracy n my conscience said it was not right to play d blame game so i decided to get into civil service therby servin d nation ...it was not jus this to take up d civil service exams d only eligibility is a degree ANY degree n i was no good at d sciences although my parents were keen on puttin me into some professional course ...i used to fair well only in english n thus i decided i wud do a major in it n take up the civil service after i complete d course...all was well n i even challenged my frens sayin"na oru nal kandipa i a s ayi{;)} katren they burst into peals of laughter!!!then came home a magazine which bought out d fact that it was so difficult to crack the exam n only 500 outta 500000 were successful i a s officers....hmm my confidence tumbled down readin it that was it there i stopped braggin abt becomin an i a s officer ..now am in ma second year i recently came to know abt human resource n public relations so am aimin a career in it shud i do a mba?? or am pretty good at english so if i remain thinkin like this for few more years i would land up becomin a lecturer in my own college!! no no i don wan that its not wat i want!!!wat next is a question which everyone asks me...how do i make them understan that am not sure cos i dunno which next field is gonna woo me to change my mind....ya now c ma moms been yellin sayin -ur always in front of d comp think of ur future instead of wastin time WAT NEXT!?!? n al this while ve been lamentin abt ma sad state....